Sunday, April 17, 2005

putting skin on a feeling

how do you know when "life passes you by"?

i don't really now what that means, but i do feel as if my life has been in slow motion for the last week. the pace of my life has not been in slow motion... which makes the slow motion thing all the bit more wierd.

in this time i find myself hyper sensative to relationships. not really my own, but the relationships of those that are around me. it is almost like i am in the constant mode of people watching. there is a moving in my spirit between familiarity and wonder, between here and there. the feeling is difficult to explain. but i can say that i don't like this feeling and i can't wait for it to be gone.

is this "life passing you by"?